29 April 2006
A story...

Found this story on a site... it touched my heart...

Jean Thompson stood in front of her fifth-grade class on the very first day of school in the fall and told the children a lie. Like most teachers, she looked at her pupils and said that she loved them all the same, that she would treat them all alike. And that was impossible because there in front of her, slumped in his seat on the third row, was a boy named Teddy Stoddard.

Mrs. Thompson had watched Teddy the year before and noticed he didn't play well with the other children, that his clothes were unkempt and that he constantly needed a bath. And Teddy was unpleasant. It got to the point during the first few months that she would actually take delight in marking his papers with a broad red pen, making bold X's and then marking the F at the top of the paper biggest of all. Because Teddy was a sullen little boy, no one else seemed to enjoy him, either. At the school where Mrs. Thompson taught, she was required to review each child's records and put Teddy's off until last. When she opened his file, she was in for a surprise.

His first-grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is a bright, inquisitive child with a ready laugh. He does his work neatly and has good manners...he is a joy to be around."

His second-grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is an excellent student, well-liked by his classmates, but he is troubled because his mother has a terminal illness and life at home must be a struggle."

His third-grade teacher wrote, "Teddy continues to work hard but his mother's death has been hard on him. He tries to do his best but his father doesn't show much interest and his home life will soon affect him if some steps aren't taken."

Teddy's fourth-grade teacher wrote, "Teddy is withdrawn and doesn't show much interest in school. He doesn't have many friends and sometimes sleeps in class. He is tardy and could become a problem."

By now Mrs. Thompson realized the problem but Christmas was coming fast. It was all she could do, with the school play and all, until the day before the holidays began and she was suddenly forced to focus on Teddy Stoddard. Her children brought her presents, all in gay ribbon and bright paper, except for Teddy's, which was clumsily wrapped in the heavy, brown paper of a scissored grocery bag.

Mrs. Thompson took pains to open it in the middle of the other presents. Some of the children started to laugh when she found a rhinestone bracelet with some of the stones missing, and a bottle that was one-quarter full of cologne. She stifled the children's laughter when she exclaimed how pretty the bracelet was, putting it on, and dabbing some of the perfume behind the other wrist.

Teddy Stoddard stayed behind just long enough to say, "Mrs. Thompson, today you smelled just like my mom used to." After the children left she cried for at least an hour. On that very day, she quit teaching reading, and writing, and speaking. Instead, she began to teach children. Jean Thompson paid particular attention to one they all called "Teddy".

As she worked with him, his mind seemed to come alive. The more she encouraged him, the faster he responded. On days there would be an important test, Mrs. Thompson would remember that cologne. By the end of the year he had become one of the smartest children in the class and...well, he had also become the "pet" of the teacher who had once vowed to love all of her children exactly the same.

A year later she found a note under her door, from Teddy, telling her that of all the teachers he'd had in elementary school, she was his favorite. Six years went by before she got another note from Teddy. He then wrote that he had finished high school, third in his class, and she was still his favorite teacher of all time. Four years after that, she got another letter, saying that while things had been tough at times, he'd stayed in school, had stuck with it, and would graduate from college with the highest of honors.

He assured Mrs. Thompson she was still his favorite teacher.

Then four more years passed and yet another letter came. This time he explained that after he got his bachelor's degree, he decided to go a little further. The letter explained that she was still his favorite teacher but that now his name was a little longer. The letter was signed, Theodore F. Stoddard, M.D.

The story doesn't end there.

You see, there was yet another letter that Spring. Teddy said he'd met this girl and was to be married. He explained that his father had died a couple of years ago and he was wondering...well, if Mrs. Thompson might agree to sit in the pew usually reserved for the mother of the groom.

You'll have to decide yourself whether or not she wore that bracelet, the one with several rhinestones missing.

But, I bet on that special day, Jean Thompson smelled just like...well, just like she smelled many years before, on that last day of school, before the Christmas Holiday began.

A story by: Tony Campolo --- Pennsylvania

 
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27 April 2006
Conversation with GOD....
Me: where does a dream ends and reality begins?????

GOD: wherever you wish to draw the line....

Me: ok.... but what is the bottom line????

GOD: TO BELEIVE.
 
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22 April 2006
One more weekend gone....

Another jobless Sunday..... Life has frozen....Almost five years back when I have started my quest to explore a mystery called LIFE, I never expected that someday I would end up in a position where am all alone.... It requires efforts to put pieces of LIFE together.... And am too tired to carry on with jigsaw.... People were my greatest assets, and now when all are gone I can live here in peace (pieces)....

 
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21 April 2006
Home coming of a KING....


Scene I : A day towards the end of May 2005. Around 10:30 pm,
G 53 Jawahar Bhawan....

Bhajji was lying on the bed... me on chair....

Me: Yaar pata hai, aaj kal aisa almost roz hota hai ki hum issi haalat main yahin par baith kar baatein kar rahe hote hain.... par pata hai aaj ye aakhri baar hai ki aisa ho raha hai.... samajh main nahi aa raha kaise react karoon.... Ab tum log jaa rahe ho... main bahut akela ho jaaoonga....


Scene II : April 16 2006.
F103 Jawahar Bhawan....

Chetan is lying on the bed.... me on the chair...

Me: Yaar pata hai, almost ek saal pahle maine Bhajji se kaha tha ki aisa phir kabhi nahi hoga, par dekho aisa ho gaya.... shaayad main galat tha... samajh main nahi aa raha kaise react karoon...

Chet: Tum khush ho ya nahi. kya aisa nahi hona chahiye tha???

Last weekend Chetan came to roorkee.... I wish i could describe the moment in words.... What i can say is ' HOME COMING OF A KING'.... Sometimes life becomes so beautiful that it seems like a dream. But dreams are not everlasting.....




It’s easier to run
Replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone

Something has been taken
From deep inside of me
A secret I’ve kept locked away
No one can ever see
Wounds so deep they never show
They never go away
Like moving pictures in my head
For years and years they’ve played

If I could change I would
Take back the pain I would
Retrace every wrong move that I made I would
If I could take all the shame to the grave I would

Sometimes I remember
The darkness of my past
Bringing back these memories
I wish I didn’t have
Sometimes I think of letting go
And never looking back
And never moving forward so
There would never be a past

Just washing it aside
All of the helplessness inside
Pretending I don’t feel misplaced
Is so much simpler than change

It’s easier to run replacing this pain with something numb
It’s so much easier to go
Than face all this pain here all alone....

Easier to run
by Linkin Park....






 
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RANG de BASANTI....
Long time no post.... Actually its not that am too busy to write, instead am too free to do anything creative.....

Watched Rang De Basanti couple of days back....


Rakeysh Omprakash Mehra took almost five long years after his debut film Aks. And I think that he has made a mark. He has brilliantly created a medium paced drama which is patriotic as well as have a commercial values....

The story begins with the young British filmmaker Sue (Alice Patten) stalking off her budget-hit job to India to make a film on the young revolutionaries who so impressed her grandfather, an angrezon ke zamaane ke jailor, with their calm in the face of imminent death. In Delhi, aided by Sonia (Soha Ali Khan), she runs into DJ (Aamir Khan), Karan (Siddharth), Sukhi (Sharman Joshi), Aslam (Kunal Kapoor). With them and the saffron-hued Laxman Pandey (Atul Kulkarni) who joins them later, she hopes to realize her dream of a making a film on Bhagat Singh, Chandrasekhar Azad, Rajguru etc.

But, contrary to Sue's expectations, the youth have no feelings for their country. India is a no-hoper where corruption is rampant, and nothing can be done to salvage the situation, they believe. They even poke fun at Sue's attempts to make a film, till they come around. As they play the historical characters, their perspective about the present, and their own role in it, changes forever. Which, in a nutshell, is what the movie is about???

Madhavan, as Sonia's IAF pilot fiancé, is the voice of conscience who rouses these five into action....

Audiences familiar with recent films like The Legend of Bhagat Singh will undoubtedly have a sense of deja vu as a major portion of Bhagat Singh's history is recreated in the making of the documentary in this film. But the beauty of the script lies in the way in which writer Rensil D'Silva draws a parallel between the past and the present. The screenplay in the second half is essentially and intentionally inspired from pages of history. Like Madhavan's MIG airplane crash is shown analogous to the death of Lala Lajput Rai, the killing of the defense minister is equivalent to assassination of Saunders by Bhagat Singh and finally the group accepting its crime without any guilt in the climax set in a radio station is akin to Bhagat Singh surrendering to the British in the parliament. The under current of the film is what Bhagat Singh would have done if he was alive today....

Rahman's music is very situational. Although in the second half the songs creates some breaks in the story but the very beauty lies in the fact that the music precisely captures both, the enthusiasm of the youth and the flavor of patriotism. Khalbali and Paathsaala rocks....
The interesting part of Rang De Basanti is that despite being an Aamir Khan movie, it doesn't end up being 'just' an Aamir Khan film. Aamir's presence doesn't dominate or overshadow other members of the cast (like is the case with usual Aamir movies). Every character in the film is well-defined and their screen presence is justified. You as much like the charm of Sharman Joshi as much as the intensity of Siddharth. Kunal Kapoor's sincerity is as much appealing as much as the fire in Atul Kulkarni. British actress Alice Patten is poised and never appears to be fake even while mouthing Hindi dialogues. Needless to add Aamir Khan is superlative. From getting the Punjabi accent correct to transforming into a responsible citizen from a flippant ex-college student, Aamir gets all the nuances of his character perfect. See him bursting into tears in the pre-climax and you will notice one of the most natural cries of a male performer onscreen. personally i think that Siddharth has given a fabulous performance. With sutta in his hand throughout the movie and carefully careless attitude he has dominated the screen. His eyes has spoken. Soha is learning. She has exceeded the expectations....

What more I can say??? Just a great come back of Mehra and Aamir Khan after their previous flops ( Aks n Mangal Pandey)

"Bahaar duniyaa main acche acche DJjj piss gaye, lakhon ki bheed main...."

 
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15 April 2006
HeHeHe...
 
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